This is the very 1st day of 2010 ,,, thx to 2009, my life has completely change from my 2008.
I count 2009 as one of my tough year since I have been many cross road not only abt work, love or school. I move three jobs last yr, starting from a radio producer for the BBC world service trust to a Sales executive for Halford Logistic and finally I’ll b a management trainee for another 6 months then promoted to be manager at a dept of SBC. Finally I catch my graduted-high-school goal. I wnt call it a success yet, to me the continue is wat I count for success. During the time of moving it was real hard time to make decision since I have few more job offers. On the cross road I have no one to talk with but bong Phal, I called him my Mentor and he really is. I appreciate him a lots ,, wow or I’d say he got big effect on me, Thx to my family specially mom,, who always b my support. Though I never show you dat I care but .. the fact I really do and sorry I cant show it ..

I hate when someone said pity or poor me … m not askin for his sorry or kindness and it is not what he should say to me … dat what I choose to b and I have b strong and deal wit it.

Abt Love .. I dnt change to have a bf .. I dnt feel like I could luv someone rite away… or just dat I dnt meet the rite person to me yet. I appreciate everyone around me. They have their own strengths and what I count to b friends not yet my bf .. I just need someone who I can share for all problems and accept who I really am.. Gosh! When can I find him since I rarely give a chance to those guys. M sorry again to Pim, I just want u to talk to me again like we used too ,, u made me laugh out loud when chattin wit u ,, I kno u care abt me. Hmm yes u should waste more time on me. Thx to bong Ekroth, seriously I felt butter fly when once m wit you but I dnt 1 it to b happen.. I just cannot accept or trust you. My feelin tell me dat though u have watched me for years. Big thx to Solid, once I said I like you, yes I do and I found out dat it is not a love feelin just a real gud fr though we never met face to face. Thx to Po Both and Panha ,, erm you two r also gud and again I follow my feeling for startin up a relation wit someone.

School,,, I getting more lazier (sight) .. my grade is getting down I just get B and B ..
Oop! Dats B+ .. but dat’s wat m not satisfied ,, those lecturerz aint fair enough to me ..
Lec. Vichea (bus. Finance) you told me I one of the two who get into the top score .. but another one can get A and I get B … is dat’s wat u call top score??? Exuse me another classmate got even lower score and he even always absent .. he get B+ .. I choose not to take another class with you.
You teach more than wat I really learn from the book!
Kasumi ,,, I dnt kno if u remember dis student, in my group only me got B+ and the rest got A- at least .. how can .. I feel so bad abt dat coz m d one who respond for the group assignment .. and m an active student too ,,, Sorry to mention ur names here ,, but dis is my page my real own one , I dnt 1 even talk to u abt my grade wit all my lecturer I cannot complain.

2010… I’ll start up another new challenge; I’ll shape my skill of finance and management.
I promise to b another good Monic ,, I save up my time for sth better,,
Dream as you live forever!
Live as you will die for TODAY!